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Worthy?

I have to say after reading some of these posts I feel better...sad I know. I do have some of the issues the other posters have, i.e. having trouble accepting my *new* and flabby body, saggy boobs, being treated differently, having permiscious thoughts and so on.... but then I realized, Im "normal" just like the rest of you! Yes, I'd love to be able to afford the plastics I need to 'complete' my *new* self, since I was self pay to begin with and had to go out of the country I think that will have to wait! But I am thin!!! Better yet-I AM HEALTHY!!!! I have had a few complications in my 1 1/2 years post op, pancreatitus twice really sucks, and my hair is starting to come back with luster, and the realization that I truely have NO ASS to speak of is hard, but Im a glass half full person and therfore believe things will work out in the long run. I guess my purpose here is to reinstill hope to all of you-pre op, post op, no op--dont give up hope!!! Thats the one thing 'they' cant take from you by force, you have to willingly give that up and I think everyone of you is worth that and SO MUCH MORE!! If you havent been told today, let me- YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, WORTHY, NEEDED AND APPRECIATED!!!

Leaving.

I want to leave my husband after surgery. He hasn't touched me in 2 years and he swears its not because of my weight (yea right) So if I am not good enough for him now, why should I be afterwards.

I had weight loss surgery earlier this year and have lost 117 pounds.

I had weight loss surgery earlier this year and have lost 117 pounds. I only have 23 more pounds to go till my ideal weight.......yeah I should feel happy but I still feel fat. I wont except that anyone would want to date me or find me attractive, I still call myself fat even though Im a size 14 (uk size)