weighty secrets | Secrets are things we give to others to keep for us.

weighty secrets - Bad.

I feel bad for obese people now every time I see them. I had a lapband in 11/08 and just last week had a new one put in due to a prolapse. Everytime I see overweight people I want to go up to to them and tell them to look into WLS.

weighty secrets - Co-Dependency?

When my husband is out of town on business, neither of us ever feels compelled to drink or party. 

When we are home together, we have a cocktail (or three) to "take the edge off"...even when we may be too tired or don't even want it. 

Its like we're a couple of kids saying, "I'll have one if you want one..do you want one? 

This behavior is so leftover from our 20's. Its time to stop. I'm too damn old too keep it up. Can you say co-dependency?

weighty secrets - I have lost my ability to cope.

I had wls to lose 250 pounds, and now I have regained 40 of it. I am slowly going back to extreme binge behaviors. I start each day with clean eating but by 10 am, I have devoured 4-5 frozen dinners, bread, god knows what else.

For 5 years I didn't eat sugar or fried foods, now I am eating them again. I cannot get full. I have no restriction. I want to die. I am so ashamed. 

Most of all, I am so hungry. I cannot get full no matter what I try. I am constantly ravenous. And constantly ashamed. I have lost my ability to cope.