My DH has not touched me in the 15 months since my surgery. We have not had sex since 2005. You would think that he would be interested since I am smaller, but he is not. He does not even try. He does not compliment me directly on how good I look or how well I am doing.
I am tired of riding this wave of excitement by myself. I don't know if he hates the fact that we pay a loan payment every month or whether he just does not find me attractive now.
Part of me is saddened by this and part of me wants a divorce. What we had is not there anymore. Honestly, it was not there before I started losing the weight.
Stuck in limbo land and quite jealous of happy, in-love couples.
I am tired of riding this wave of excitement by myself. I don't know if he hates the fact that we pay a loan payment every month or whether he just does not find me attractive now.
Part of me is saddened by this and part of me wants a divorce. What we had is not there anymore. Honestly, it was not there before I started losing the weight.
Stuck in limbo land and quite jealous of happy, in-love couples.
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Posted by: Puma Ferrari | September 08, 2011 at 03:25 AM