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weighty secrets - I have been in love with someone else my 31 year marriage

I have been in love with someone else my intire 31 year marriage. It is killing me in side but I can not talk to anyone about this. 

I would leave my hubby but he is a very wonderful man. 

He is stubborn and stern at times. But he is steady strong and loves me. But I have felt I can not give him my heart all together because I am still in love with this man. I look back and I know I married this man on the rebound. 

I have stuck it out because I feel I am oblligated to. Not wanting to hurt him. 

He has been thought so many things throught the years with me. He stood next to me after so many infertility treatments that failed. 

My beloved father died and he was there taking care of him. Was there thought so many adoption attempts failed. There when my son came and we went there to meet him. I am nuts I tell you. What is wrong with me. 

The other man he is equally wonderful in so many other ways. I do not know what to do. I am not carring on an affair I am friends with my ex I go and visit with him and his wife. 

My family is weird this way. Just wanted to get this off my chest. 

Thanks for listning. 

Me

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