weighty secrets | Secrets are things we give to others to keep for us.

weighty secrets - Sugar Slut.

I am 15 months post-op, have lost nearly 60kgs (130lbs) and am about 15kg (30lbs) away from goal. I can't stop eating sugary foods. 

Unfortunately I hardly dump, but have terrible mood swings. Pre-op I loved savoury foods, now I've got a sweet tooth.

 Yesterday I ate a whole packet of TimTam biscuits. Pre-op I would NEVER have even considered doing that! How f*ked up is that???

weighty secrets - Band slipped.

I hate that my band slipped again and my surgeon will only do a replacment or a bypass, I want a sleeve! I'm sad and depressed and eating like a COW!

Frigid.

 
 

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weighty secret - size too.

I hate women who had surgery and are a size 2. I want to be a 2 but know I won't ever be because my body just isn't made that way.

More than that I hate that some of the size 2 people look down on me BECAUSE I am not a size 2.

weighty secrets - NOTICE.

I am 10lbs away from my goal weight. For the past week I've been eating doritos, oreos, cinnamon buns... After eating a macaroni and cheese sandwich I forced myself to sit down and think about what I'm doing and why.

I'm afraid that I'm going to reach my goal, and my husband still won't notice me or have anything nice to say. At least while I have something to lose I can blame it on the fat.

weighty secrets - Cross Addiction

That cross-addiction thing? Yeah, I might have one...but am so afraid to tell anyone...

weighty secrets - wine and KFC

I found out yesterday that as of Monday I am probably without a job. So I drank an entire bottle of wine. Then today I ate KFC and Mac & cheese... I don't really care or feel guilty about it though so whatever.

weighty secrets - Withdrawal.

Since i can't handle as much food as i used to following wls i became a raging alcoholic, got a dwi, went cold turkey. now im going through withdrawal and not only can i not drink, i also throw up anytime i try eating thanks to withdrawal. wish i had though 170 pounds of extra weight back on me sometimes.

weighty secrets - Fat. Bitch.

I've lost 80 pounds and the first insult people still grab for is "fat bitch". It makes me want to punch them in the head. The bitch part doesn't bother me a bit.

weighty secrets - D H.

I would give up ALL the attention that other people give me due to my weight loss if my husband would notice and support me.